Take A Walk With Me
Shattered
Sitting on a tree truck,
Eyes staring blanking at the sky,
Knowing no matter what you do
My heart is shattering.
No fighting, No numbing
This time.
The pain rises with in
Until a friend walks by
You do not see him and miss his smile
He hugs you tight until
The tears slip by
Looks you in the eyes
To tell you are beautiful
It’s like a tap of broken glass
Your heart shatters be be lost once again.
Woman On Fire
Your soul walks by and catches my eye
Your Heart says Hello on a dark cold night.
My shield protects you for Now
from the fires to come.
My heart is reaches out just wanting
To be held by your warm embrace
You begin to chip ever so slowly at my shield
It begins to fall Away without my notice.
Your getting closer and closer
Falling deeper and deeper
The flames rise up to bite you in the face
Hungry and warm no other answer but to run
Blind your eyes; You no longer see me.
My heart breaking once more
Of my own accord
I Warned you, are my last words.
I am a woman wrapped In fire and fire burns.
Late Nights... Turn Early Mornings...
The sun is up again...
Why am I Shaking?
Why am I so cold and alone?
Laying in a empty bed
Wishing for someone to please understand me.
Wishing I could just fall sound a sleep.
Begging for someone, just this once, to truly listen to me.
Hear my meaning and not just my words.
Learn my soul and not just my story
Instead I listen, I learn, I heal and Comfort in times of need.
For that is who I am
For that is just Me.
Closed Eyes
"Where is the light?"
She whispered to him under the moon's light.
"Finding it’s into your beautiful soul my love."
"Well then Where is the darkness?"
She asks voice rising higher in the night sky.
"Following the light, of course."
he says matter of fact.
"So, Where am I?"
She Whispers as the wind blows the her hair.
"In between the two my silly dear"
he giggles at her looks of fear.
"What about you? Where are you?"
Words Trembling out in fear.
"Right here, there is nothing to fear.
My sweet sweet love I will always be right here."
He Responds kissing away a tear.
Why Today?
The phone rings I stare at the name that flashes across the screen
It ring again echoing through me, I just want it to end
I Just stare with hollow eyes.
Why today? Why now?
The only words I wanna hear from you is I’m going to die.
Oh, How that is such a lie.
Your face flash before my eyes and I see that stupid smile.
I stare as the sound gets get louder,
Or, Is that just in my mind?
My ears crave for me to shut it up.
While my hands remembering your touch beg me to answer.
My heart cracks in pieces wondering What YOU could possibility have to say.
Haven't you said it all already?
I can’t hear it anymore.
I can’t take it anymore. I Can't bare to hear your voice.
It's been over 3 years now
Why does my heart still breaks to even think of your sweet voice on the other end of thar phone.
You’re miles away and still have the ability to drive me crazy.
I’ll never be the same. I now sit in silence and can feel your touch.
Why today?
The Good, The Bad, The Crazy
The sparkle of her eye never dies
As long as she is near others watching eyes
The song in her heart slowly fades as she makes her get away.
The hope is there;
Just waiting for the day he walks into her arms
For the day the universe gives her someone to truly love.
The tears drip down behind these closed doors away from prying eye.
But, When the door swings open they are quickly replaced with that shining smile. She hides the pain inside, numb in ways she hides.
Putting a smile on everyone’s face to distract the world from the darkness that is ever growing within.
She doesn’t know where to turn or who to turn to in the darkness.
She simply waits to be for that soul to come along and show her that she is loved.
Loved for everything she is The Good, The bad, The crazy, The confused,
The lovable days and Annoying nights
The sweet side and The mean side.
She is only human after all; Never to be perfect only to be her.
Don't Panic
Watching the world spin around me,
As I am stuck here standing still.
Spinning and Spinning around a big ball of fire,
I Watch the fear cross over your eyes.
Panic and Dismay begin to Arise.
Calm down, My Love.
I geniality Whisper in his ear.
Holding him Close to my Loving embrace,
As My Life begins to slip by,
For it is now time to say
goodbye.
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This is not Home
The Chill breeze nips at My cheeks,
As the stiff booze warm my tummy.
It's mid September,
The air is colder and the colors are starting to show
That fall has come.
​From the little beer bar,
I can hear the ferry pull up the the dock.
People Flood off as if they just entered a Dream.
​
This is my nightmare.
​
I watch the boat pull away with an ache in my heart.
Knowing this is not home
And, Never will be for me.
Images of yellow lines on black ass-fault swim through my mind.
Music Blaring through open windows,
No planned destination in sight just
Open Road.
But, That is just a dream. One Day
That dream will come true.
Today Is Not That Day.
Today,
I sit trapped on this Island enjoying
The little pieces of Me I have Left.
​
This Is Oz
Chip... Crack... Break...
My heart tries to withstand your earthquake.
You are a tornado ripping me apart.
Bringing me higher an higher
Only to drop Me down,
Into a world of Oz.
I land on my feet lost and alone,
Searching for My Courage to continue on,
Searching for Home.
This Lion is so alone in a state of confusion.
and fear.
Withstanding your Cold Wars
While feeling forever alone.
So Cold,
Your Body is So Close,
Yet you're so far.
Tapping my heels three times.
I open my eyes.
Reaching for Your warmth.
Searching for Your heart.
But,
There is no Yellow Brick Road.
In this stories Close.
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